It’s been 08 months since I have started working in well known construction industry as a primavera P6 expert.
I am 25, and this journey was full of ups and downs. It was clear after high school that I was going to work in technology; after completion of graduation I worked for few months and realized the need of post graduation to fit in. When about to complete my 2nd sem of Infrastructure engineering and management” i got a call from recruiting website for an interview and started working along with my studies.
I worked hard to survive through all odds and got interviewed for getting up on permanent pay roll. Being a women you come to people’s attention more easily and things become more difficult when you are free minded. People always have something to talk about you from top to bottom. Your every action monitered and judged. I feel intimidating to break into man dominated industry but women have so much value that we need them to take the leap.
I am happy to get the chance to shape my personality after every encounter with hurdles that could have stopped me from accomplishing in technology. Confidence and constant determination required when you are surrounded by people who don’t believe in you. In the beginning you need to push yourself to your max with patience above all humiliations.
Overall, you have to constantly prove yourself, earn respect, and have to be better at your job than a man does. They will always question your technical soundness and mental preparedness to tackle sudden unavoidable critical situations to object your credibility when you are placed above them. This question can be avoided when you have enough exposure of the respective field by breaking the walls of insecurity and anxiety around you to flourish quickly with less objections.
“The Best feeling is the one when you at him and he is already staring at you!”
There is something in his eyes that says, “Honey I Love you!” with a smile on his face whenever we use to meet. Now things have changed a lot. There’s no sparkle in his eyes when he saw me. I miss the way he use to look at me.
This month was hell lot more for me, professionally, emotionally as well as financially. Nothing goes as planned. This month can’t be more worst than this, I already lost everything including you.
How do you know when there is still chances to get back to each other?
It’s for you…. Straight from heart….
I will love you forever because the memories you gave neither replaceable nor repeatable.
I will love you because you gave me freedom to feel free to chase your dreams.
I will always love you because you were there for me when everyone left.
I will love because i don’t ever needed to be fake to you just to make you happy and love me more ( You already loved me more than I wished for..)
How you get to know that ” he is the one! the only one! for you…”
I saw him at railway station for the very first time,when traveling with friends to same place. He was one of my friends friend. i don’t remember much of it but the judgement i made that day, about his character, unfortunately remained somewhere in my mind “whoever he love will be a lucky girl” i don’t know why and how i concluded that. I almost forgot about that day when me met again.
After that, meeting went to infinite loop. Loving someone form the core of your heart, caring about each other in every possible way you can and constantly motivating each other for better is nothing but felt like heaven.
Many people asked me,” what’s your story?” when i don’t reply they assume that either i am introvert or shy, but neither i am introvert nor shy.
I don’t have a story to tell about us, just a girl in love.
He is love of my life and i can’t love anyone like the way i love him. I generally don’t talk about us because there’s nothing but intense feelings, which is hard to explain. It’s was like when i was drowning, he saved me. All i want from him is to pick me, choose me and share with me till he can. “I love you” and “you love me”, all i want to hear is this from him and i don’t care about anything else. I don’t want to live without him. We have changed a lot in past years and things pushed to breaking point but whatever happens will bring us more closer. It’s not the time to give upon each other.
It took so long for me to realise that i wanted to be in his life. We promised each other, there’s no running and hiding, no matter what happens, we will stay together till the end because this is our life this our arena, we can’t and we won’t give up.